The english and me

My experience with English since I was little has been very bad, horrible. I don't remember having the confidence to speak or write it.  In school it was always the subject with the bad grades.

When I was 12-13 years old I used to listen to music in English, although I think that's why I stopped listening to it, now I prefer music in Spanish. At present I try to watch series and movies with subtitles to learn a little more, although I don't feel that I do. 

In the future I hope to speak or understand the language a little more.